sweaty palms..

i got 'em...
tomoroow i have "the talk" with my boss about the shitty things that happened at the beginning of the month..and its really not the things that happened i'm actually worried about...its what ELSE is my boss gonna find to point out what's been done wrong..i haven't been this anxious in a long time. i didn't miss this..with all this crap going on it makes me wonder why am i doing this job? its not really all that stressful, even my visits with my boss aren't that bad..its just that shit has happened all at once..i figure if things don't get better after this visit I am looking for another job..maybe Michael's fas something F/T open..

but i am still going to go into this meeting with a positive exterior, hopefully my optimism can rub off on my boss..i now know why some people become alcoholic..or even have heart attacks because of their jobs...

i just hope i don't get fired...
cross your fingers, and hope for the best for me tomorrow..